Officially 21! *applause*
I thank God for coming this far... there are alot of great things that happened this year... most especially that i graduated already from college and still unemployed
Whats amazing is that alot of sweet buddies here from net *especially from crunchyroll*. And here in LJ its kimkhanh who greeted me with a wonderfull message with a matching gift SEE MY USERPIC
thanks alot Kim-chan... for doing all that effort... i was really really touched... ^___^
- Location:im lost
- Music:Vega- Midnight Pumpkin
whew! i just drop by!!! im super duper busy! final is already ahead and we still have to defend our thesis! and heres the worst part... im not yet done with my practicum!!! OMG!!!! Life sucks... haha!!
thank God were dismissed early so i could somehow continue my dLs, oh btw, what are the good dramas to download? *im serious about this*
okay.. next time ill write something longer.... im so GROGGY!!!! waaaahhhh!!!
i look like this already ---> [O.o] LOL
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- Location:in the mountain
- Mood:
stressed - Music:I believe- My Sassy Girl OST
I got this idea when I watched the 1st Ikon Asean songfest last week which features artists from the
Well, im just wondering if people from
After that, I thought that Kitchie Nadal was uberly LUCKY!!
Connection?
As I was searching the net for more infos about the said songfest, the search revealed stuffs and I cam across the “Asian Songfest”, something that is not new to my ear but I don’t have any idea about!
So its has the word Asian—meaning my country and the country I love, and the other country I also love must have a slot in the said event. Of course 101.1% im correct!
I found out that that songfest was done every year with Asian countries sent their representatives to perform in live audience and was held in
Yes!! Its Arashi! Sho, Nino, MatsuJun, Aiba and Ohno. Waahhh! They sang A.ra.shi, Kitto Daijoubu and Wish. People were “waaahhh” esp to MatsuJun *what do u expect?!* Im really impressed. I would like to think that ¼ of Arashi’s success is credit to Sho. Shut up, that’s only my opinion though. His rap never fails to liven up their performances. And he’s hot! Hehe! I also love Nino. ShoNino Rocks!!! <3
Going back to Kitchie, im thinking if she found the guys pretty… I suppose she knows that one guy there is the Gokusen guy. Oh she’s freaking lucky! Since she's no ganfurl i bet she doent care Kitchie Nadal is a socialite and Kitchie Nadal simply don’t give a damn. Hehe :P
Hey Kitchie, at least you asked for their phone numbers!! Anyway, at least you had a chance to be with them in a pic!! Go gurl! Just why Ohno was the one who was captured?!

That was last year.
This year, Barbie Almabis, also a singer with genre same as Kitchie, will be flying to
Song Line up: Yume Monogatari + Ho Summer + Samurai
im expecting that!! :D
- Location:going to Korea, haha!
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:Kiito Daijoubu- Arashi
Sidenotes: whwew! I survived my midterms in Anatomy and Physiology lec+lab! Please tell me anyone… do you really care how yr endocrine system secretes all those weird naming hormones? All those people taking up this subject must know the agony. A real pain in the cephalic area, dorsal and ventral sides. My cranial nerve I hurts! So is my vagus! Huhuhu! Haha! Wft am I making sense? Nah! Oh btw, last Thursday is bought my first mp4 player! *at last* I just bought that cheap though, the ones made from
*cough*cough* moving on to the real business. I know you guys know that Tackey and Tsubasa’s “Samurai” is their latest single and tops the current Oricon charts and sells like pancakes? Yeah, you TxT haters must suck on their balls coz TxT is having a payback. After the not-so-successful-but-idk single sales of X~dame/Crazy Rainbow, I believe JE creative group or Avex or whoever is responsible for them, decided to change tactics –Tackey and Tsubasa, rockstars in the making?!
Im happy that TxT went beyond the borders of the stereotypical sing+dance pop boyband that is the first thing common with ALL Je groups. The concept is just simple:
-Tackey and Tsubasa banging on the mike stand while singing ala-rockstar
-with complete back up instruments
-the windy effect that is meant to blow-up their hair*
-the lightning effect *WINNER!*
-and this is the interesting part, the “fighting scene” which is super important, because the title “Samurai” will be totally nonsense if the pv doesn’t have anything do with it.
In short, im impressed. The gothic inspired vid resembles My Chemical Romance’s. Who knows? Maybe Hyde or Gackt or whoever jrock icon might have the same opinion. And the song is way catchy! Now, im confused with Ho Summer and this one.
As I was lurking on the uploaded vids on youtube, I noticed a A LOT of comments was about Tsu’ hair. HAHA! Yeah the do’ seems awkward for him, it makes him look old. But in the long run, his hir would grow on you. I guess it’s for the additional effects for the vid, his hair would go with the wind.
Oh yeah, as of August 27, tons of units were already sold…
How many is that again?!
70, +++
ONLY…………………. Damn I wish the numbers could double!!! *prays*
Do I still have to mention that seeing Tackey like that makes me want him more? Oh please Tackey, im willing to be yr bitch… and my “fave” part of the vid is where he hung up his arm in the mike stand… oh so priceless…
To those of you who haven’t watched it yet, yr losing so much, so better do it, just move quickly coz there are a lot of kj’s who pull out vids from youtube!!!
Lastly, I love Tackey and Tsubasa, ah are you shocked by that?! Haha :D
Here’s a some screencaps, yo! Thanks to

*ps: this is a very delayed post, I came up with this days ago but I could log gon the net coz im tired, hehe
- Location:where are we again honey?!
- Mood:
lazy - Music:watching Samurai PV of course
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME FOR THE 20TH TIME!!!
im no longer a teen but I still look like one! Haha! Nothing unusual happened today. Classes are suspended because of typhoon and the air is cold all throughout the day. I was really touched with the text msgs. my close friends sent me, especially those people who I didn’t expect to greet me at all. Seriously for me, you will know that you treasure one person when you remember his/her birthday…… awww… enough of that!!!
It’s already more than a week of “bum-ness” and I totally have no idea whats going on outside LITERALLY. Im not watching tv that much coz local television sucks real time. All this time, aside from helping out in chores, im either watching dvd’s or surfing the net.
Oh yeah, my granny from
Since im single and proud to be, why not giving me a boy as a gift? LOL! Imagine when I opened the box a boy will suddenly pop up! But the question is WHO”S THE GUY?! So before i think of another craziness, lemme share to you my i-want-to-be-his-gurlfriend list… or what I want to call “Dream boys” duh whatever!
This is not in random order okay:
Boy #1: Domoto Koichi [KinKi Kids], 28 yo

d’GOOD: o cmon, he’s the prince! he looks free-spirited to me plus he’s a tackey or tsubasa clone or something and he’s really cute!
d’BAD: he made KATTUN!!! One bad move yo!
d’VERDICT: here’s a bit of trivia, Tsubasa said in an article that he find Koichi boring that when he share something like about f1 he just listen to him out of “pity”. Oh well, Koi-chan … *takes deep breath*, we couldn’t meet halfway.
Boy #2: Morita Go [V6], 28 yo *I love his pic here*
d’GOOD: he’s hawt! He’s the apple of my eye in V6!! I like my “bad ass but soft at heart” personality. He act like a kid most of the time I believe. He has the coolest hair do’s!!! And I have heard him rap.. its cool yo!
d’BAD: I still have to more about this guy. He’s undoubtedly short though. He’s wiki says he’s only 164! But I don’t see that as a liability though, at least he’s taller than me
d’VERDICT: I badly want him!!!
Boy #3: Hiroshi Tamaki [he’s not Johnny’s btw], 27 yo

d’GOOD: he so gorgeous in Nodame Cantabile. I love his shoulders and height! And his emo hair rocks!
d’BAD: he’s not a JE talent
d’VERDICT: he’s a heartthrob material. Hell, he could replace some fugly dudes in the Jimusho. If he could turn back the time when he was younger, he should audition in JE.
would you believe these guys are on their way to 30’s?! wow, these guys must take tons of anti-oxidants to “reduce” aging!! :D
Boy #4: Takizawa Hideaki [Tackey and Tsubasa], 25 yo

d’GOOD: he has it ALL, expect for the height, but again who cares?! I want to mention that to has real turn on is his bode sp his 8-pack abs!! luv it!
d’BAD: im baised, I cant think of any!
d’VERDICT: okay, I love and respect Tackey so much, but actually I cant imagine myself being with him. But really, I want him to be my older bro, since I don’t have one!
Boy #5: Imai Tsubasa [Tackey and Tsubasa], turning 25 yo

d’GOOD: a guy with such slender body and hourglass shape is insane. He’s a dancing machine. I find him mysterious, and that’s good for me.
d’BAD: overly timid and recent bad hairstyles
d’VERDICT: I may want him but I guess we cant click together.
Boy #5: Yamashita Tomohisa [News], 22 yo

d’GOOD: Lemme share a story first, before I don’t know Yamapi yet, I don’t know what’s with him that he’s one the chart toppers in any voting sites, and he’s not that pretty! But I must admit that after watching Kurosagi, I fell for him for a short time. Even my dad says he’s good looking! But that’s it. Period.
d’BAD: the ~~~*Yamapi Love*~~~, remember too much of one thing is baaaad thing!
d’VERDICT: Don’t worry fans, im not going to add myself in your bandwagon of Pi-chan wfe wannabes. I just wrote his name here. Besides, im going to think twice before going out with a guy who has a bigger chest than mine. And I sometimes find his eyes so big and I think its weird.
Btw, who these guys maintain such lean bod? Are they into mad dieting or something? Maybe they are bunch of gym addicts
Boy #6: Tegoshi Yuya [News], turning 20 yo

d’GOOD: he looks like a girl, he’s cute and I like his voice
d’BAD: he’s just not manly, that’s only my opinion
d’VERDICT: He’s much of a kid bro to me. But he’s really cute, I like his nose. If someone has his exact DNA but a manlier version I will like him for sure. Oh then why did I waste my time commenting on him?!
winner:: MORITA GO!!!!! Why… im getting addicted to him, thinking that he’s 8 years my senior im wishing that’s considerable! I just love his packaging. He’s hot and when I see V6’s perfs his childlike personality along with KenKen [Miyake Ken, who is another hottie] stand out. He carries himself well. I badly, insanely waaaaaaaannnnnnnntttttttt HIM!!!!!
Oh yeah Happy Birthday to me again, I wish I could have a boyfriend like Go-chan….. *prays*
- Location:just beside my Go-chan
- Mood:
weird - Music:Honey Beat - V6
im worse.........
i have chicken pox... =(
and... my classmates are just here yesterday... they didnt know i have... that why im kinda nervous they might catch one. espcially my kissing buddy! *look at my prev post for more info*
got this shit from my kid bro... and my other bro and i have it now at the same time!
what will i do? why now?
lucky, there is a typhoon, so classes are suspended....
ooowww... someone please bite me....
and oh... i just reflected on this a while ago....
Kamenashi Kazuya of KatTun and Morita Go of V6 are look alikes!!!
- Location:just at home coz of this &*&^%
- Mood:
crushed - Music:Sayonara- Orange Range
im worse.........
i have chicken pox... =(
and... my classmates are just here yesterday... they didnt know i have... that why im kinda nervous they might catch one. espcially my kissing buddy! *look at my prev post for more info*
got this shit from my kid bro... and my other bro and i have it now at the same time!
what will i do? why now?
lucky, there is a typhoon, so classes are suspended....
ooowww... someone please bite me....
and oh... i just reflected on this a while ago....
Kamenashi Kazuya of KatTun and Morita Go of V6 are look alikes!!!
- Location:just at home coz of this &*&^%
- Mood:
crushed - Music:Sayonara- Orange Range
Hi!! i really cant keep up with this whole blogging business [I told that before], but somehow ill TRY to make it..
So whats up with me… hmmm.. ahh!! You know, just yesterday, we went in classmates’ house for a commercial shoot for our project, okay…. Some of us went ahead to the venue and got there at 6pm we are big group as expect bonding time as usual so we started at like 8pm. While watching tv, a male classmate who’s been bugging me all these years [but not really in an annoying manner] kissed me in the lips. Okay, im slightly surprised for a moment, but its not big deal. We were 6 people in the living room, and thank God no one saw us. Then he leaned on me again, and kissed me for the second time and this time I kissed him also. He want a third one but I pushed him saying anyone might see. Still, its not really a big deal and I haven’t felt anything.
The time, our group is complete, some of them started working and since the room is small, that guy and another male classmate who is my close friend went outside. So place resembles a province setting so it’s a wonderful place to chat. When he other guy [the second one] went inside the house, he [the guy im talking to] caressed me hugged me.
“How long have you haven’t kissed?” I asked.
“Quite sometime... Would you give a chance?”
“Anyone might see,,” [HAHAHA!! I dunno why im freaking nervous!]
In a split second, he pulled me and started to kiss me naughtily and of course I responded. But honestly, I don’t really like him coz he is not my type but giving me the first kiss [yeah, seriously this is!] but being a btch that I am I want to satisfy my curiosity. But however, pushed him again coz im worried that my other classmate might come back and see us.
We sat on the nearby bench for a while and he asked me if that was my first time. But im defensive and I don’t want him to know that… *coughs* he… is... my ~~~first kiss~~~ [but I don’t like to consider]. I told him that there are “other guys” that I had kissed before. Then I asked him he is not doing that with his ex girlfriend [TN: the gurl is our groupmate!! Yeah!]. He said, they didn’t coz the gurl is conservative, so he always hold himself back.
We went again to the dark area and he grabbed me and this time he immediately parted my mouth with his tongue. I cant remember the details much but what I remember is I eyes are opened that I saw my other classmate went to our place, and he was shocked.
OMG! I pushed him away and went inside the house as I wipe my lips with the guy’s saliva. Yeah, I got nervous coz he might saw us in action. But my guy, assured me he didn’t saw it, thanks to the apparent stupidity of my friend.
But really, doing things like that and the creepy feeling is one hell of adventure. No one knew what we did, and I wont tell anyone. Gawd, I could post this in FHM’s Ladies Confession.. haha! And Thank God that the guy is my groupmate in thesis………………………….. we could denitely do it again!!!
- Location:still at home
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:silent mode
damn my classmates...
during our last period, we had this activity [heeyyy... psych majors had ALOT of activities!] that we will write what we think of our classmates blah blah blah...
so when i read mine.. its fully loaded with NEGA!!! and barely with positve ones
some
** well, cant blame them... im a goddess you know.. LOL!! but seriously... i doesnt bother me that much
im misundestood [TN: with the word often]
**whoaw! i think i have to celebrate coz i think i a got a title!!! MISSUNDERSTOOD!! naahh.. they just dont know me...
im frank
** hahahaha!!! how many peeps said that about me?! i know who wrote that one [apprently that gurl is a pathethic crybaby], . yeah bout that frank thingy.. i think that is my worst attitude, and im really getting into trouble for that! i really want to change this one, you know... but how!?
but lastly, a gurl said that im just a simple person who wants to have somebody who understands me and is just like me [awwww....]
** srsly, i almost got my tears for that, and that very girl doesnt like me, somehow she understands me... AMEN to what she says...
this is are the morals of the story:
you cant please everybody and you are not required to please everybody.
if they dont like you.. who cares? you dont like them anyway.
some people... are not meant to be real... they are fakes!!!
*whew! i Love my LJ!! i can get real here!*
- Location:still at home
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:im not in the mood :c
i think im gonna be sick... :c
some thing are screwd up to for me. my practicum venue sucks, so ill ask my proffesor's help [i hope she could understand me]. another thing, is that someone said my fic has many grammatical errors!!! it the Nino-Sho in particular. Seriously, i fell out of mood the moment i read her comment. Its the first comment ever but its BS!!! But i admit i really need an editor..............
please someone help me.... T_______T
oh by the way... i havent finished whatching "What's up Fox?". I dunno why, it seems that im bored with the scenes. Ill tell you more details when i finished all the episodes. Currently, im watching the anime vxn of GTO... gawd ONIZUKA ROCKS!!!
hell, be my teacher and ill be your servant!
- Location:yep! still here are home!
- Mood:
blah - Music:I Think i Love you - Full House OST
Title: While the other boys are sleeping
Pairing: Ninomiya Kazunari X Sakurai Sho
Genre: Yaoi, Shounen ai, sex
Summary: Wild Sho and Nino with other Arashi sleeping
Notes: This is my second yaoi fic.
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- Location:yo my mom is out!
- Mood:
drained - Music:When She Cries
waaahhhhh... im so frieaking drained, just last monday when my practicum trainor told me her other collegues are pissed off with me... seriously i dont give a damn, anyway hopefully ill be off at the end of August. What bothers me is that i would fail in the evualation, meaning i would get 5 and repeat the whole fucking 150 hours of bullshtting!!!
And we are starting to write our thesis. which i feel it will turn out a loser. Look, we haven't come up with a title yet and subject. We were rejected in the school we inquired [damn you!]. but know what, if our thesis will turn out as the best thesis this year, ill go naked! LOL!
Another is that aside from its my granny's bday is the death of her 2nd Aussie hubby [may he rest in peace...]
*pause for a moment of silence*
back to the regular programming...
anyway, i already bought the portable dvd player im talking about. Yeah... feel like heaven, as much as i would keep this to my family, they knew already [thanks to my MOM!]. But its great! Ive watched up to ep 15 of What's up Fox? and Park Cheol Su is so hawt! I guess i would write a review about that on my next post okay.
i said i would post my NinoXSho fic but this computer blew out... so expect that on the next page!
- Location:just at home, hope that my mum would get out!
- Mood:
drained - Music:Holiday- Blink 182
- Location:at home --i still cant sleep
- Mood:
tired - Music: Yume Monogatari -Tsubasa and Arashi
- Location:still at home :D
- Mood:
calm - Music:Yume Monogatari- KoyamaKato version
Attention:
...
yr Lady is here!!
nah.. i just cant think of any words for an intro. And dont think im an alien in this blog spot we call as "Live Journal".
Im just "late" because of this sickness called ~~laziness~~ and i cant keep up with this blogging business because i thought: "What will i write in here?!"
But when i started collecting shounen ai and yaoi fan fanfics and write one for myself. I thought my wholesome fic need publishing!! So you should look forward to those, okay?
Another thing, this is the place where i can get real. This is my territory and im the queen. I can write who rocks and who sucks without the fear of getting shot by the fangirl community!! LOLOL!!!
Well that's it... i hope the next few months will not be as busy as a typical college senior should be. waaahhhh!!! all those shits to do!!!! im getting insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay till next time!!!
- Location:just at home
- Mood:
distressed - Music:Ever efter -Bonnie Bailey

